Although there are many aspects of myself that I am always in the process of improving upon, there also exists within me the contrasts of such which allow me to see life in all it’s glory as………
Simply Beautiful…
I never owned up to this side of myself and never gave myself permission to express this side of me for fear of the rejection that might have followed in revealing myself completely and fully as who I am….
Simply Beautiful….
I have always had the capacity to look within myself and to look within others to not be dismayed by the outer circumstances of appearances or disguises that we tend to masquerade in throughout the course of our life.
Who I am.
Who you are.
Who we are.
Are all part of the same….just one strand of existence in the entire cosmic tapestry we all weave together through the course of our existence and of which we call life.
Assets.
Defects of character.
The good, bad and the ugly.
Every shard of pain.
Every burst of joy.
Every crackle of laughter.
Every moment of kindness.
All the contrasting forces of life…the emotions that we carry are only fragmented pieces of the picture puzzle of life that come together in the grand scheme of the infinite universal timing of our lives.
I like so many other people in this lifetime have spent numerous amounts of mental energy looking for that particular “something” to give this life any meaning.
Happiness…Joy…Peace…Simply Something Beautiful.
I looked to men.
I looked to jobs.
I looked to different living situations.
I looked to goals.
I looked to discover this “something” in every person, place, thing, circumstance, idea and situation….thinking that if I could just harness this intangible force in something outside of who I was, then in someway, shape or form I could posses this feeling.
But this “something” could not be found in a particular circumstantial label I would yield my personal power to. Anything outside myself is something that is fleeting and at most only as as static as the ideas and beliefs that formulate the irrational idea that inner contentment exists as anything tangible outside myself.
No matter how hard I have tried I never had the power to label anything in particular as the force that was the end all source of this aspect of life.
I couldn’t go to the store and buy it.
I couldn’t receive it as a gift.
I couldn’t go and scoop it out of the sky at night.
I couldn’t pull it out of someone else.
I could never find it outside of myself…because it only exists within myself.
I see it in the daily perspective of my life….
A leaf turning and twisting in the wind.
Shafts of sunlight streaming down from above.
The whisper of the wind dancing through the trees.
The love I feel for myself, for you, for us all as I acknowledge we are all one of the same and we are all….
Simply Beautiful.
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